Health is Wealth

I was dismayed with the medical tests i underwent for the past month. Most of the checklist of the laboratory and other tests were already conducted to me, yet the doctor has no clear comment as to what really triggers my condition. I have so paranoid lately thinking that I might not wake up tomorrow. That is why I try to value each day of my life as if I will never wake up and stand again. I have been trying to put everything into place so that I won't be able to miss the things that I should and must be doing while im still strong and capable. Almost everyday of my life has been conquered by fear and discomfort, maybe i am really not ready of going into place that everyone is wishing to be in time. I pray to God that He would sustain me strength and wisdom, to cover and conquer all my fears and doubts. That I should learn to entrust to Him everything in me.